Sunday, June 27, 2010

Bloggers block

I've got writers block, but for blogging. I have wanted to write a post for the last couple weeks, but everytime I am at my computer I feel like I have nothing to say. Life for me right now is rather boring. I'm not a routine type of person, yet I am living a routine life right now. Its gotten me rather down.

Can I also just take a minute to talk about the importance of having just ONE really good friend. In all honesty life would be ten times better right now if I just had one close friend who was single (amy and jake I love you guys, I just need a single friend) that wanted to do things with me.. I would be so much less afraid to try and organize something if i had one friend to organize with me, that way if it tanked at least I would have one person still there... No one can say I am not trying though, I am going to church, ward activities, institute, and I am forcing myself out of my bubble and it is way hard... I dont think I know how to make friends.

Ok, enough of debbie downer there... I just needed to get it off my chest.

The only other exciting things that have happened to me are #1. I got glasses to wear at work and #2 I changed my hair... Its now darker and I cut bangs. I've been wanting bangs the last 3 or 4 times I've gotten a hair cut, but I always chicken out at the last second... but I finally got some swoopy ones, and I love em.

dont mind how crazy the glare on my glasses makes me eyes look haha

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

You call that work? Yes I do.

So I started a new job, and its been kind of slow since I started so they have been giving me odd jobs to do, ones that they havent been able to get to because they've been so busy. So yesterday i spent the day making 'blinkies' for their four paper collections. They are just animated .gif files, but they were fun to learn how to make and to put together... here are the four that I made:





Sunday, June 13, 2010

Sleeping Beauty

Sleep is my cure all.

Whenever I feel something I don't want to be feeling,
I sleep, and it usually goes away.

If I am mad, sad, annoyed, lonely, anxious, or bored...
I sleep, and it usually goes away.

If I have a headache...
I sleep, and it usually goes away.

If my self confidence takes a turn for the worst...
I sleep, and it usually goes away.

Lately though, my cure all is not curing all.
I don't know what to do.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Trying to be healthy

So, lately I have been trying to be more healthy... its been a couple year process. I never really cared about exercising or eating well, but then a couple years ago it dawned on me how important it really is, so I've been trying ever since. Its really not easy, I feel good after I work out but the motivation to start is always hard to find. I have been doing so good lately with working out lately, I am moving on the the healthy eating category. This is where I need some help. Does anyone have some quick easy and healthy lunch or dinner ideas? Im getting sick of eating the same old thing everyday, I need something new!